Justified

Chances comes along my judgement can be on point , but lets not miss my hesitance and decisiveness. Countless Days, months after being independently single by choice... It has come to me Did we start off at the wrong foot? Why does friendship have to be sacrifice to love? Two individuals with lack of insecurities With endless thoughts, and yet still making up to love.

The morning sunlight flickers thru the gaps penetrating our eyes to be awake, train track screeching, its pupperteer oblivious that i was there watching him, snoozing thru his empty thoughts for once. The warmth breeze chills thru into our skins, the tingling sensation he never fails to give whenever i see him in this imagery. Like an infant , i never fail to tenderly place my lips on his forehead. It felt like an automatic response to be responsible for this onced stranger. Willingly giving my all love and trust and not feel displaced. Despite the tangle sheets,twistedpk and wrapped, lays the warmth between our souls. It never fails to make me smile me where it would be on this very spot where moments of laughter soft whispers and sometimes silence that sinks with it. As i ran my fingers through your face lightly, each muscle reaction felt so clear as though as I am watching them happen outside of me. There is no doubt that it is every single bit and piece i wan this stranger so bad tht it Horrifies me to let my vulnerability down. Somehow this all felt so unfair to this once occurence stranger in my life, and to my hesitant self. But theres no regrets now, this beautiful stranger became my best and foremost valuable possession. The sacrificed hardship were all worth the pain. The point where We have reached that society is still goimg to remain default no matter what actions we take to compensate, talks will float rumours will spread , endless hatred will become inevitable. It all seems so familiar to me now but so much better.

Because theres you by my mornings...

My bby elephant ...