the coziness down high street into new edition doesn't seem to stop perplexing me. soothing soul music filled the air for the whole of the dearest 5 hours. 15 hours a week, i'll be here listening to little chitty chatty convo's ranging from life social issues, how's your day ?, searching for the lonely planet section, hide and seek everywhere.i like it. it's the beginning of winter and the weather has taken a nice turn for the cooler air. its been 2 years since we left our high school years. every single time memories from high school pops up, my stomach tends to grow mixed feelings and are untangling themselves, showing me what i knew was already there but too afraid to admit. bob dylan was right, the times are a changing and i definately didnt like it. In a handful of months my life has turned - not so much upside down but definitely had been tilted and shaken. nevertheless, recently i've been getting mixed emotional feelings about a boy, the need of him to mend and make it all less heavy is definately a want. however, im still glad that the girlfriends from high school have stuck by me, I have never felt more isolated. I honestly thought that all the confusion and drama that was at the epicenter of high school was where it ended, but I have come to find that it was all preparation - a transition phase into the sadistic game of life. Those who I expected to be there to hold my incapable, vulnerable and unknowing hands, seem to be fading, their light in my life getting dimmer as the days pass. New friends hurry along, yet again do we still trust them to the fullest? Life game gets more complicated as the days grow. . .
p/s: i miss photography .
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