accentuate the positive.

sorry.

my absence has been tagged alongside my horrid experience . my luck ran out i suppose?

today , i met the world of meditation, blank thoughts and i see myself talking to me in the cranium. words whispered:

What do you want? What are you doing?

#1 the farewell of a beloved one, a soulmate a partner in crime from this part of the hallucinating world. sad indeed, his been my safeguard all theway from my first year of uni till present. anyhow, im glad you've finally graduated :) congrats my ben sherman legend .

#2 the absence of my partner in crime caused emotional venturing within myself. where do i stand now? where's my runaway getaway from reality .

#3 deeply missing the lovers you peeps. and yes esp you. at this moment, while im on this verbally expressing my thoughts, you got a fine and a string of unluckiness events. i must definately be a jinx today. bliss NOT!

#4 a hit and hit situation. a bloody bus being irresponsible and irrational and solute into an unfortunate event. what was i tthinking at that moment, a distance was kept between me and the other driver. how did it happen so quickly and me ended up with this.

#5 one particular unit for uni unregistered due to god noes what.

perhaps my mind has packed its luggage and left me to go on hiatus. i feel its discontentedness. perhaps ive to treat it with respect and give it life again! all this negativity must be put into an instance stop. hold on , findafullmoon.

its ok my child, dont hide the tears, as it will resolute into the heart releasing endorphins and the mind will reveal a solution.