out of the blues. its like moment like this where im caught up in a situation and strucked.
no one would hear me out. even if i wanted to speak at the perfect time, it would be interrupted by screams or agitated actions. the moment i would like to say something. all i could succumbed was the voice and words of defensiveness. there will be people out no doubt, caring and wanting to lend an ear. i thank this people im surrounded with. but somehow, there's times where you just want that particularly one person to listen and talk to about it.
i have to admit, i could be wrong in perceptions. i take that blame . but hey! shouldnt you noe by now, i detest adding salt to the wound! opportunities? sorry, ill keep the thoughts to myself. i like that idea. it keeps me in secure of myself. im obligated by that.
and as for you , how could you have called me such a term? if i was one of the 'so' , arent you to be blamed?
the things i sacrifice for are just not appreciated. . . i guess it takes time, to heal all the gobbled sorrows and pain .
i apologize for the emoness , ignore this if you could.
x
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